The Rainbow Gathering Part 4

THE RAINBOW GATHERING

PART 4

DAY 15 (CON'TD)

              So, there I was, 30 miles away from the Rainbow Gathering. I hadn't brought any supplies, except for my camel pack which I filled with water at the McDonald's (good thing I wore that thing everywhere I went at the gathering), and my sketchbook. I was wearing my flip flops, which were still newish and stiff, not ideal for walking. I saw the sun was going down, so I decided I'd better set off, it wouldn't help to wait around. I didn't say goodbye to Choo Choo, maybe I should've. I didn't feel too bad about it, he seemed busy on his phone. I started walking east down 40 again, like I had a few days back. I remembered there being a lot of hippies at the Burger King and Walmart parking lots the first time I'd come through, when I met Priest. If I was lucky, maybe I could find someone there who was headed in the same direction. The walk began.

              There was no one in the Burger King parking lot who looked like they were part of the Rainbow Family, nor at Walmart for that matter. I did see a few RV's parked in the lot, with people sitting in fold-out chairs outside of them. They just seemed like travelers to me. I thought maybe I could ask them which way they were heading, and with luck, catch a ride. I walked towards them, then found myself walking past them, not uttering a word. I chickened out. I was too afraid to ask them. Why? Why was I afraid to ask them? I couldn't comprehend why I didn't just turn around and engage these people. They didn't seem threatening or unwelcoming, but I just couldn't bring myself to talk to them. "You're screwing yourself over..." There was a voice I hadn't heard in a while. The negative little voice that joined me at the start of my journey, that had kept quiet for a while, was back. "You're too chicken to ask for a ride, and you're going to regret it. What, are you going to walk 30 miles there in one night? You know you can't do that. Are you going to stop somewhere to sleep on the way with no tent or tart or blanket? You're going to be one of those idiots who ends up dead in the woods, found weeks later." I kept walking, past the Walmart, past the last road for Ocala, and past sunset. It got dark, and the temperature started dropping.

              I could've stuck out my thumb while the sun was still out, but the voice said, "you'll get arrested. You've heard it over and over again that it's illegal to hitchhike in Florida. Chances are, as soon as you stick out your thumb, a cop will see you and take you in, or they'll just fine you a bunch of money you won't be able to pay... or both." It was dark out, and no one was about to pick up some random bearded guy in the middle of the woods. I felt like I'd be the stereotypical creepy hitchhiker at night. I imagined how creepy it would be to answer the question, "so, where're you headed?" with, "the Rainbow Gathering." I remembered how creeped out I was when I first heard Ron mention it to me, thinking it was some sort of cult. I walked on as blinding headlights passed by me. Fortunately I kept a flashlight in my pocket, and a smaller one attached to my camel pack, so I could at least see where I was going. There were no street lights this far from town.

              I wondered how many people who were passing by me might have been going to the gathering, if any. It was close to the big day, so chances were pretty good that at least some of them were headed that way. If they knew I was headed there too, they'd probably pick me up. That's when I got a genius idea. I wasn't going to hitchhike, but I was going to let people know where I was going. If they know where I'm going, and their going there too, they're sure to pick me up. I tore out a page from my sketchbook, and used my sharpie to write "RAINBOW" on it. I stuck the paper to my back, using a clip from my camel pack, so that cars heading the same direction would see it in their headlights. If any cop asked questions, I wasn't technically hitchhiking. Genius. I walked confidently forward, ignoring the blisters forming on my feet from my stiff flip flops. Every time I heard a car approaching behind me, and saw the lights from their headlights, I thought, "ah yes, this is it. They should be reading my sign by now, and slowing down... slowing down... slowing..." and they'd pass right by. "Surely this one is the one. They must be. No more walking for me." Zoom. "Okay, this one, for sure." Vroom. So it went for a couple of hours, maybe more. The blisters on my feet were getting worse, and the temperature was dropping even more. I took my flip flops off and began to walk barefoot in the grass. The cool damp grass and mud was helping sooth the pain. I marched on. I started getting hungry.

              I saw a cafe across the street, so I decided to stop in and eat something. I put my shoes back on, which hurt, and crossed the street. They were closed for dinner. Damn. I took off the "RAINBOW" sign, and crumpled it up, putting it in my pocket, and marched on. I walked until I saw a barbeque restaurant. I remembered it from the last time I walked through here. I'd decided not to go in because I hadn't been walking long enough, which had led to me getting picked up by the two ladies and Clue. I remembered how unfortunate it was that I had met Clue. I stopped in this time. It was warm inside. I hadn't realized how cold it had been outside since my body was staying hot from the workout. I had realized the temperature was dropping, but not that it was by that much. Dinner was delicious. It'd felt like months since I'd had any meat.

              The restaurant was bare, save for the couple of waitresses working, so there was no one there chicken out on asking for a ride. As I stepped out of the restaurant, I realized just how much colder it had gotten. Being indoors allowed my body to rest and acclimate to the nice warm temperature, so it hit me even harder. My feet were aching from the blisters, so I took my shoes off again. I walked for a while, feeling colder and colder, so I broke into a jog to get my body heat rolling. I'd kept my gloves in my back pockets since the first couple of nights at the gathering, so I put them on. I kept switching hands to hold the sketchbook with, so one didn't get colder than the other. I took off my hat, and let my hair go. It kept my ears slightly warmer to have my hair around them. Slightly. I realized no one was stopping, I was either walking the whole way there that night, or stopping somewhere in the woods to sleep. Luckily I was keeping my lighter in my pocket, so I'd be able to start a fire to curl up next to. I started to feel like I was better prepared for this than I'd originally thought. I stopped jogging once my feet felt like they were on fire from the friction with the ground. I had to put my shoes back on to try and alleviate them. On the plus side, I couldn't feel the blisters anymore. At least I hoped that was a good thing...

              I eventually started humming as I power walked down the road. I hummed loudly, no matter what song came to mind. My spirits were high after that hearty meal, and once I'd accepted I wasn't getting picked up, I felt at ease. I was no longer getting my hopes up as cars approached, just to have them crushed. I started singing the few songs I know the lyrics to. I sang "The Gasman Cometh," which tells about a gasman fixing a gas tap on a Monday, leading to needing a different worker for each day of the week to repair something else that'd gone awry, ending with the gasman having to come back to fix the tap again. I sang a song about a girl who killed her whole family in various ways, only to confess once the cops had arrived because she knew lying was a sin. I sang what little I remembered from the Decemberists' "Mariner's Revenge," a ten minute song about two sailors being swallowed by a whale, one seeking revenge on the other. I recited Shakespeare's "Hamlet" speech, "to be or not to be," which happens to be the only Shakespeare I've actually retained. I repeated these over and over and over. I started them all at regular speed, then slowed them down, then repeated them, then did them one syllable at a time for each step I took. I didn't stop. I kept going. My body was warm, my feet were hot, and I kept walking for three or four more hours. Then, the last thing I'd expected to happen, happened.

              A car pulled over ahead of me. I almost didn't notice it, since it looked like it was about to turn down a side road. I slowed down to let it make its turn, thinking it wouldn't see me walking by, and I'd probably get run over, but it stayed stationary, not moving forward, and not making its turn. I thought something might be wrong with the driver, so I looked in the side window. The passenger window was cracked open, so I asked the man if he was okay. "Yea, I'm fine. You need a ride, don't you?" Damn, that's right, I did need a ride. I'd lost hope entirely, and didn't even consider that's why he was pulling over. I'd accepted so deeply that I was walking the whole way that it didn't even occur to me that it was even a possibility anymore. I got in the car. I thanked the driver, and was astonished when I got a better look at him. It was Baloo from the Bare Necessities Kitchen! No, it wasn't him. It just looked like him, sounded like him. I must've been more tired than I realized. I looked at the clock on his dash, which read 2:10 AM. I'd started walking around 6 PM, and only stopped for dinner for about an hour. I asked him where he was headed, and he said, "the gatherin', 'course! Aren't you?" I admitted I was, but that I hadn't realized that's where he'd been headed. "Yea, I jus' don' know where it's at. Gonn' have a hard time findin' it is all." I assured him I knew where it was, and how to get there. He seemed relieved.

              The conversation for the car ride was heavily one-sided. He was a talker, and very opinionated. I could barely keep up with his subject matter, which bounced around like a pinball machine, from the bible, to Sadam Husein, to "those damn niggers," back to Jesus, then to Buddha, then over to Tutankhamen. The government was a conspiracy, corporations were terrorists, and the educational system was a scam. Then at one point, he mentioned Baloo was his brother. Aha! There it is! That was why I thought it was him. I was glad I wasn't that crazy after all. He spoke a little about when they were younger, getting into drugs like LSD. Finally, we made it back to the gathering. He gave Front Gate some cigarettes, and cursed at the fact that he was almost out of tobacco. I directed him over to Bare Necessities. Ironically, there were many more cars parked along the dirt road than when I'd left. As soon as we arrived at Back Gate, he dropped me off, and immediately left to restock on cigarettes.

              I went back to my tent, amazed that I was back in my camp. Amazed that someone stopped to give me a ride, in the middle of the night, in the middle of nowhere,  well after I'd completely given up any hope of it. Amazed that it was who was going to the same place I was, but didn't know how to get there. Amazed that it was someone related to the head of the kitchen I'd been working with for the past few days. Just amazed.

DAY 16

              My sketchbook had taken a beating from the previous night. The cover was no longer in the pristine condition it once was. My sweaty, dirty hands left imprints on the outside, and the edges of the pages were fading from white to brown to black. I was disappointed at first, but then saw it as a liberation. This should've been its state long ago, when I first came out to the Rainbow. I'd been so worried about keeping it clean and in good condition that I hadn't taken it anywhere. Now it'd been weathered, it'd seen the roughness of travel, and had now become an adventure sketchbook. I decided it was time to take it with me as I walked around, unafraid of the consequences. This may sound silly, but it was a big step for me, a leap even. I decided I wanted to draw in public, and it was a huge thing for me. I'd been inspired after meeting Randsford, painting in public, and this was just the slight nudge I needed. I'd been hearing for a couple of days that someone had set up a hookah lounge somewhere in the woods, so I decided to check it out. The blisters on my feet from the trek the previous night needed some time to heal, so some lounging sounded like a good idea. I grabbed my sketchbook, and went on my way.

              They'd set up just behind Bear Necessities, so it was a conveniently short walk. It was a loosely tarped area, which fit about ten people tightly sitting together. There were rubber-like mats on the ground, and leather pillows strewn about. They had one pole in the center holding the tarps up high, and three tarps and blankets acting as walls. The fourth wall was created by their 4-man tent. They had one hookah circling around the six people hanging out inside. It was the picture of relaxation. They'd set up a little low table out of a garden wagon, and were using it for their coffee pot. I do love the smell of coffee, hate the taste, but love the smell. This was ideal. I greeted everyone as I sat on one of the mats. The guy sitting behind the wagon, operating the coffee maker, turned to me and said, "hey man, this ass-pillow needs some lovin'. You wanna give it some lovin'?" He grabbed an unoccupied pillow, and passed it to me. I thanked him, sat on it, and started drawing, listening to the people around me chatting. The atmosphere was great, soothing, relaxing, a very chill environment. There were a couple of drums and sound boxes laying about that someone would randomly start playing. Every so often they'd pass around a cup of what they called "sex-presso," everyone would take a sip and pass it around. The hookah was making its rounds lazily as well.

              "Hey you, with the credit card, you draw?" It was the same guy who had given me the "ass-pillow." His name was Jesser. He and his buddy, Cass, whom I'd recognized as the guy who was recruiting people to help clear the trail to Main Circle a couple of days prior, were the ones who set up the hookah lounge. Apparently they'd been at a gathering a few years back, and had decided to bring a hookah along, and ended up having swarms of hippies join them daily. Ever since then, they started calling themselves the hookah lounge, and people look for them when they arrive, knowing there's a cool place to hang out in the woods. Jesser told me about a project he was working on. He was writing a story based around a mythical creature of his invention, the "unicorniphant." He'd been asking artists he'd met along the way to draw or paint or make some representation of what they thought a unicorniphant would be, without giving them a description of it. He said he wanted to have a collection of various artists' perception of what this animal could be, and asked me if I'd be willing to draw him one. I immediately turned to a new page, and got to work. About an hour later, I gave him the result, and he was thrilled.

CREDIT CARD - a sharpie or black marker one could to create things for monetary gain

              I took my sketchbook to Main Circle that night, and started drawing the musicians. I caught some of the drummers from the drum circle around the fire. It was tough because it was dark out and the only light I had was from the fire, and I wasn't about to use hippie-mace just so I could see better.. I could barely make out what I was drawing, and people were moving. It was an interesting challenge I hadn't undertaken before. I stopped in at Stock Pot on the way back, and caught a couple of guitarists around the fire. The walk to and from Main Circle was no fun with the blisters, but the experience of drawing people was worth it.

HIPPIE-MACE - Bright lights in the dark, especially when shone in someone's eyes.

DAYS 17-22

              The next few days were uneventful, but exhilarating all the same. I met new people, like Bubbles and Princess, Ro, Mama Chime, and Guy with a Flag. Guy with a Flag walked around with a flag, which had the image of a guy carrying a flag on it. Fascinating. I wondered if Happy had something going on with Mama Chime, because I saw them walking together at one point, in a flirty fashion. I took my sketchbook with my just about everywhere I went. While I was in the hookah lounge one of the days, Randsford was painting a part of a banner for the lounge. He invited me to participate on it, so I painted their pink hookah on one of the corners of the banner. I even got to see Annie, the girl who had driven Choo Choo and myself to Ocala, who had supposedly gone to Tampa. She'd apparently made up with her boyfriend, and had decided to come back for the last few days of the gathering.

               I visited Trade Circle for the first time, and sat down to draw it. It was an interested "market." The fact that they called it a circle was a bit misleading, since it seemed like a type of blob, but the idea was there. People would set out a blanket or a coat or a tarp, sometimes even just a handkercheif, and they'd put out items they have for trade, while others walk around perusing their wares. The haggling was intriguing to listen to, as some people would impose so much value onto something that wasn't regarded as much by others. There were all kinds of objects for trade, from shiny rocks, to camping equipment, to trading cards, to patches that people could sew onto their clothes, to tools, and so much more.

               Carrying a sketchbook around intrigued some people to who asked to look through it, and others even wanted to draw in it. One time at Stock Pot some kid named Guess Who asked to draw in it. I lent it to him for a while before he had to leave. Eventually even Randsford asked to leave his mark in there. It was great to have this tool for interaction with people around me. One little girl saw the cover on which I'd drawn dragons and castles, and was wide eyed when she asked if I'd drawn that. I think she was a little disappointed when she saw that there weren't many of the same style drawings on the inside, but a couple of them caught her eye.

              I hung out in the Bare Necessities Kitchen with my sketchbook a few times while they served food to random hippies who showed up. I tried to capture some of the coliseum while I was hanging around, seeing people who had spent the night by the fire. I'd been getting to know some of the kitchen staff pretty well by then, like Bo, Awesome Sauce, Joy, Ryan, Denny, Shawn, Zac and Stunt Double (who seemed to be referred to as "Cunt Stubble" anytime before midday). Happy had completely integrated himself into the staff, and seemed to be the second in command under Baloo. The people working the kitchen respected him, looked to him for guidance, and enjoyed his company. They loved his breakfasts which consisted of eggs and potatoes, probably because it was anything other than pancakes, which they got way too much of. Plus, it was really good. Happy would sneak me a plate every morning, even though I wasn't technically part of the kitchen staff. No one seemed to mind since they'd known me to have helped them out since they set up.

              One night I managed to join one of the drum circle when one of the drummers took a break and offered his drum to anyone who wanted to try. It was an excellent experience, doing my best to follow along with some very experienced drummers. Someone would start with a slow beat, another would join in with their own, I'd follow suit, and eventually all of us were playing. The beat would build up, louder, and faster, and would intensify as people began to whoop and shout and scream. It would eventually slow down, and drummers would fade out until only one beat was left playing. Either they'd fade out to silence, or they'd change the tempo and flow into the next movement. It was amazing.

              Then the breakdown began. Tents began disappearing, kitchen started to pack up, cars were leaving. One morning I went into the hookah lounge for a couple of hours, having to walk through Bare Necessities to get there, but when I came out, the coliseum was completely down. I was glad I'd decided to sketch it when I did, otherwise I would've missed the opportunity. The gathering had taken on a bit of a depressing mood, as structures were taken down when you weren't looking. The trash kids disassembled their tree house, HHK broke down their bliss rails, Bangerang  had completely disappeared, and Stock Pot had filled in their fire pit. The kitchens that left earlier would kick down leftover supplies and food to the kitchens that were staying later, so there seemed to be a convergence of kitchens into Bare Necessities. They were recieving crates of canned sauces, boxes of pasta, bags of rice, and went into a mad frenzy to get as much of it cooked as they could in the last couple of days, while still breaking down the kitchen.

              It finally came down to the last day. The police were warning people to be out by midnight the next day, lest they be fined for trespassing. People in the kitchen were dashing around trying to get supplies back on the trailer. Happy had offered space in his RV to help Baloo. He'd apparently broken things off with Tim the Cosmic Wonder, and was instead taking on some of the kitchen staff from Bear Necessities. His plan was to take on a skeleton crew to the next gathering, which was in some place called A-cola, and set up the kitchen early as soon as the site was declared. I helped out where I could, and by midday had broken off to take down my own camp. I packed up the DragonWagon and was ready to head out. I went to say my farewells to Happy. He was insistent that I go with him. I explained that, with my wagon, it'd be difficult, if not impossible, to get my load into his RV. He dismissed my excuses, assuring me that there was a way. He told me he'd love it if I came along with him and the Bear Necessities kids. Tim wouldn't be around anymore, so the kids were going to "spange" their way along. I had no idea what he meant. To be honest, I was scared. I was afraid of going in an RV with a bunch of people I barely knew, with what little I had to live with. I was convinced I'd be walking out of there, but Happy convinced me otherwise. I set aside my fears and apprehension, and gave way to my sense of adventure. Who knew what would be waiting for me on an RV full of hippies from the woods? This wasn't an experience that would readily come my way again anytime soon. It would be an adventure, and that's exactly what I'd set out to have.

The Rainbow Gathering Part 3

THE RAINBOW GATHERING

PART 3

DAY 12

              I finally decided it was time to head out to the river for a swim. I took my bag of toiletries with me so I could wash up a bit, considering it'd been almost two weeks since I'd come out to the woods and had no chances to bathe. I walked a good portion of the way down the road Clue and I had taken on our first day, remembering how odd that whole experience was with him. A truck eventually rolled up and stopped next to me, asking me if I needed a ride. I thanked them as I hopped in the bed of the truck. There was someone else already in there catching a ride of his own. It was a big guy. I realized after a few seconds that it was 6-8 whom I'd met the previous day while riding with Happy. He was clearly a lot more sober this morning than he had been the previous night. His speech was much more comprehensible and he was acting a lot calmer and nicer than he had. He seemed belligerent when asking Happy for more beer, but now sounded more humble. He seemed like a nice guy once I got to know him a little bit. The guys in the truck were scouting a new place to camp, well away from the rest of the gathering, and figured they'd check towards the river. They stopped in a parking area a few yards away from the river, and I thanked them for the ride as I walked the rest of the way.

              Once I got to the place Clue and I had camped, I saw there were no tents around. I'd imagined hordes of people would have chosen this area for their camp ground, but it seemed it was too far from everything else to deemed a good place. There were, however, a few people sitting on the concrete steps that led to the water. They were sitting around a small fire on the concrete, chatting. I walked up to the group and asked if the water was nice. I wasn't sure if they hadn't heard me or if they were not interested or if something else was at play, but I got no response, and had one or two of them give me a blank look before going back to their conversation. Well, okay then...

              I walked around to the concrete boat ramp that was on the other side of a couple of trees from the group and looked around. The water was a bright copper color, almost red, and clearly see-through. I stripped down to my underwear and stepped in. The water was freezing cold. I swam out towards the middle of the river and dipped under a few times, keeping in motion to try and stay somewhat warm. The morning sun hadn't quite broken over the tree line, so it was hard to get any sunlight to help the situation. It was a magnificent feeling being in the water again. I scrubbed off layers of dirt from my legs as I floated there, taking in the beauty of my surroundings. I swam back towards the ramp and sat on it with my feet in the water. The sunlight was just making it over the trees to hit the ramp, so I was warming up nicely. As I started pulling out the soap and shampoo, a couple of families walked up with two dogs. The dogs bolted straight for the water, chasing each other. They were enjoying the water so much, I rethought my intention to spread shampoo and soap into it. I figured it was good enough to scrub myself down with just water. I packed up, got dressed, and headed back. I walked part of the way down before catching a ride with another pickup truck heading my way.

              Back at Bear Necessities, I saw a guy painting a banner for the kitchen. His name was Randsford. He was a tall guy with a shaved head and a trimmed beard. He had a few spots under his eyes, which I couldn't tell were birthmarks or not. They seemed too symmetrical to be natural, but I didn't bother asking. He was a good painter. He was taking reference from what seemed like a Native American textbook, copying the essential elements from one of the pictures. I've forgotten what he explained it all meant, but it had something to do with a people that once lived underground, and were brought out from the darkness, and into the sun. Something spiritual like that, well beyond me. It was a cool looking image, and his depiction was very stylistic. I was positively impacted by meeting him, and partly inspired and ashamed at the same time. There he was, using his gifts and abilities to enhance the kitchen he was attaching himself to, unashamedly putting forth his artistic efforts. The only one at the gathering who knew I even drew was Happy, and that was because I let it slip that I was drawing in my tent one time. Truth was I was scared of drawing in public. Putting forth the finished image is one thing, but progressing in public is somewhat crippling to me, and seeing him do it made me feel silly about it.

              Just then, there were people looking for help to blaze a trail. Main Circle had been moved to a new location, but it was on the other side of the forest. We'd have to follow the trail about a mile out to the road, go up just under a mile on the road, and then another mile into another trail, unless we cut this new trail connecting the two sites.

              I buried my thoughts of inadequacies from meeting Randsford, and offered to help. I'd done enough trail blazing of my own for my two camps, why not help with one others could use as well? I grabbed my hatchet from my camp, and met up with them by the trash kids' camp. The trash kids had set up a tree house by their hammock, and were working on a tent behind it. It seemed their numbers were growing. They had bags of collected pocket trash, poles with trash bags, and a sign or two saying things like "Give us your Pocket Trash!!" One of them offered to come along with us to help clear the trail. As we walked, I listened to a skinny young kid walking ahead of me talking about looking for a machete he could trade for. He couldn't have been older than 16. I thought how strange his attire was for the forest, with his skin tight black jeans, and his thick black leather vest, with his pointy black leather boots. It seemed awfully hot and uncomfortable for the muggy heat we were getting. Every time we stopped somewhere he'd ask if anyone knew of someone with a machete to trade, and what they'd be looking for in exchange. We followed the main trail, recruiting as many as we could along the way, and reached an area just outside of the Main Council, where the Main Circle had been held the previous few nights. We followed a trail in the opposite direction until it just sort of faded into the growth a few yards up. It seemed to zigzag, and it seemed to me it was essentially going the wrong direction. We were supposed to meet someone there who was in charge of guiding the project along, but they were nowhere to be found. The person recruiting workers went off to find him, and the black leather kid went with him. It was just me and two others, so we started clearing the trail in the direction we thought it should be going.

              I started talking to the kid from the Trash Camp. His name was Oliver. He was wearing one of those brown winter caps with the flaps over the ears, a checkered button-up shirt, brown overalls with one broken strap, and well-worn brown boots. Another set of clothes I questioned for the current weather. I asked him about the trash kids, and how all that came about. He explained that he and a couple of the others had been here a few days before anyone else showed up, and it was a beautiful site for the gathering. As soon as people showed up, they started dropping trash everywhere along the trails and paths they'd helped to make. He told me it wasn't like the other gatherings they'd been at, where people regularly pick up after themselves. People here seemed to be more apathetic about it, so he and his friends started doing something about it. Simple as that. Something that seemed to me to be such an established thing, something I thought was just done at these gatherings, was in fact something only just started, by someone who saw it needed to be done. I realized how often I found myself picking up trash from the ground and putting it in my pocket, just so I'd have something to give the trash kids when they said, "Hey, you, with the pockets! Got pocket trash?" and how good it felt to reach in and hand over a handful of papers and plastic and other assorted trash, which was met with "yea, I knew you were a good hippie, keep it up!" It hit me what a difference they were making. People knew and recognized them along the trails, people listened to what they said, and people respected them. All of this just because they picked up the trash, and encouraged people, in an amusing and fun way, to pick up after themselves.

              We cut the trail for a couple of hours, hoping we were heading in the right direction, but we didn't get very far with only three of us. Neither the recruiter nor the black leather kid had shown back up, much less whomever was supposed to be in charge of it all. We decided it was time to stop when the sun started getting low. It was almost time for Main Circle, and I still didn't know where it was, only that it was far away. I went back to camp for warmer clothes, then asked around for directions. It was a far walk, somewhere around 3 miles. I was used to it, sure, but I wasn't sure I wanted to walk 3 miles for dinner, and then 3 miles for bed. Might as well check it out anyways. It was in an area I hadn't really explored, down the "Welcome Home" trail at Mid Gate. As I passed through Mid Gate I began to see signs that read, "Main Circle this way. BRING WOOD!" When I thought I was almost there, I broke off from the trail and searched for dry wood in the bushes. I found a large, thick branch, threw it over my shoulder, and continued on the trail. I definitely wasn't as close as I thought, and it didn't help that I took a couple of wrong turns due to the signs being a little misleading. I did, however, mistakenly find out where Green & Purple Kitchen was. Hoorayyyy... I eventually made it to a clearing with about 7 people sitting around with a small pile of sticks and branches. They were in the middle of a large field of dry tall grass, with no fire pit to be seen. If we had a fire anywhere near the size of the previous Main Circles, then this wouldn't do.

              A couple of people were complaining about the new location, criticizing its lack of fire pit, lack of fire wood, how annoying the tall grass was, and about a swampy area off in the distance. That's when an old timer started explaining that the reason this was the state of the place, was because no one had yet done anything about it. One guy stood up and said he was going to look for more fire wood, another one followed him. I thought back to my conversation with Oliver, about seeing something that needed to be done, and doing it. I saw that a fire pit was needed, so I did something about it. I started tearing out the grass, forming a circle. Two or three others jumped in with me. More people started showing up with wood, and stepping in to help. We made a pile of all the tall dry grass, next to the pile of wood. We cleared the grass down to the mud, using our hands, our feet, sticks and branches, or whatever else we could use. As it began to get dark, while kitchens were still showing up, we began to build the fire. I laid down the first batch of dry grass, and people began bringing wood over, asking me where I wanted them. It came as a bit of a surprise that I was endowed with the responsibility of building the fire. I knew it wasn't a big deal at all, but the fact that complete strangers were doing any kind of work, and turning to me for leadership was something I hadn't expected at all out in the woods full of hippies. I had sudden flash backs to my time as a warehouse manager, directing laborers twice my age. It's a strange feeling when you're not expecting it at all. I asked for the smaller twigs first, then the medium sized branches. I asked one of them to help me prop up the initial teepee above the batch of dry grass. The rest were easy to add on once the initial ones were balanced. I took out my lighter, and lit the dry grass before too many branches made it unreachable. I called for more dry grass as the flames grew, and instructed people to insert it through the openings, making sure to spread it lightly so as not to suffocate the flame. We put on more and more branches, so we needed more grass. The pile we'd stocked up ran out, and I was fascinated to see people scour out to tear more grass out of the surrounding area. It was a magnificent display of collaboration which I was in the middle of, and there it was, a bon fire. Where there once was just a field and complaints of lacking, we came together and made an effective fire to warm the masses that were rolling in. It felt silly to be so proud of something so trivial, but I was. By the time the fire was done, the team had dispersed as quickly as it had formed. I heard someone yell, "ho for the fire!" and chimed in as we all shouted, "HOOOOO!!!!"


              Main Circle was exceptionally delicious that night. The mixture of flavors in the dark was intriguing and fun, distinguishing between salads, pastas, rice, and desserts. The small drum circle that formed after dinner was energetic. They fed of each other and produced wonderful beats. Once I was satisfied with the whole event, I started my way back. I almost lost the trail a couple of times in the dark, since it was so fresh. It seemed plenty of people didn't know where they were going, so the trampled grass in a couple of areas branched out in several directions. I eventually made it to Stock Pot Kitchen, so I stepped in to take a look. This seemed to be the place for the after-party. They had dug out an actual pit for their fire, with enough room for people to sit near the flames, and had set up thick logs as seating around the pit, which worked as tiered seating. There were people in the pit, on the logs, and all around the bliss pit. I found a group of people playing Magic: The Gathering behind one of the logs. I was amazed there were trading card games in the forest, and even more impressed that enough people had thought to bring them to have a 6 person game. There were a couple of guitarists in the pit taking turns with a ukulele player, and the kitchen was cooking zuzus, which were some sort of deep fried dessert. After a couple of rounds of zuzus, a few songs from the strings section, and watching a couple of games of Magic, I decided to continue the walk back to camp. It was cold out, and being next to the fire for so long was only making the sudden change worse.

              It was a bit of a miserable walk back down the road. Once I'd stepped out of the tree line, the wind was moving much more freely, and made the temperature drop considerably. I eventually made it back onto the main trail, and thought I'd check the next couple of kitchens. Mama Rocket's was completely shut down, but Bangarang was up and active. I sat down at the bliss pit with a few others. It was a much more mellow crowd here, and nowhere near as packed. There was some idle chatter happening around the fire, then one of the guys across from the flames looked at me and exclaimed that I had an epic beard. I didn't manage to get an entire "thank you" out before the guy next to me scolded him for his compliment. "What about MY beard?? You've been seeing me for days, and you've never told ME I've got an epic beard!" He did indeed have a beard, and was clearly quite drunk, but they seemed to be friends, since the other guy started laughing. "Fuck you," he retorted while laughing, "his beard is much more epic than yours!" The guy next to me turned to me and was clearly getting a closer look at my beard, saying, "fuck. He's got a point." I laughed and thanked them both for the compliments just as one of the Bangarang guys came out with a pot of fried chicken and rice. There were so few people around, that we each filled our bliss with rice and a full leg and thigh of chicken. The pot even made a second round. There was so much food. It was about that time I realized I'd lost my spoon at Main Circle. I'd had it for dinner, but by the time I made it to the rice, it was gone. I hadn't used it at Stock Pot since the zuzus were finger food, so my deductive skilled told me Main Circle was the culprit. I'd already lost my fork a few days prior, so I was utensilless by this point. Finger food it was. I scooped the rice with two fingers and my thumb, making a mess of it all, trying to catch as much food as I could back in my bliss. I didn't care. I tried to wipe my face often with my handkerchief, but I was sure I looked like a savage from how greasy the chicken was. Again, didn't care. It was delicious.

DAY 13

              The sky was gray, the day was dreary. It rained on and off all day. I felt like crap. I didn't want to get out of bed. I slept on and off for half the day. The times I wasn't sleeping, I was running to my "bathroom," and was even caught by the rain a couple of times. I read the same paragraph in my book about a hundred times, and still have no idea what I read. I couldn't focus. Eventually, sometime in the afternoon I think, I decided to go for a walk. I made it as far as HHK, which isn't far at all, and had to turn around from how dizzy I was. I was afraid I might throw up before I got back to the tent. I didn't, though, to little relief. I cracked open the few Granola bars I still had from Anonymous Artist, hoping they would help make me feel a little better. After some time laying in my tent whistling, I realized I must be feeling better, because I felt hungry. I didn't dare take the trek to a decent kitchen, so I cracked open a can of Chef Boy R Dee I had in the DragonWagon. That's when I remembered I didn't have a spoon anymore. Crap. I looked around for a substitute, and the best I had was cutting the plastic lid of a peanut can I'd gotten when I rode to town with Happy. It was messy, and awkward, and sharp. Not the ideal utensil to eat with. By the time I was done, I'd practically cut the inside corners of my mouth, and felt pretty silly about it all. I'd used the plastic "spoon" to keep myself from cutting my mouth on the ravioli can. Awesome.

              I spent a good part of the rest of the day drawing. I was inspired from my encounter with Randsford, and started allowing something different to flow on the paper. I didn't know what it was when I began it, but it eventually transformed into something. It began as a ball and a cup. Fluid rays began to emanate from it, and soon dots and circles surrounded it. From there, swirls began to flow outward, then fiery beams. It was starting to look like a rising sun. Sharp rays shot out from the beams, which were then filled it with some unstable matter. It all ended with fading circles and dots. I was pleased with it, it looked interesting, and was indirectly reminiscent of Randsford's style. I added a comet flying above the sun, then added stars of different shapes exploding all around the page, like unique snowflakes. I felt like I'd filled the page, but it didn't feel done. I wanted it to flow better. I wanted it all to show more unity, rhythm, movement. It suddenly occurred to me that I wanted it to have gravity. It was a weird thing to want on a picture of "space," but in my sickly daze, I felt I needed it. I used my pencil to draw spirals going out from each star, representing their radiating gravitaional pulls, out until they'd met another, except for the sun. The sun was the largest one there, so it would set the flow of the whole thing. Okay, so how was I going to show the pull of gravity? Light? Dark? Darkness. I wanted darkness to flow like dark matter. It would flow like a whirlpool around the sun until it got too close to a star, in which case it would get sucked in. The sun would have a farther reach and stronger pull, so darkness would be squeezed tightly when getting close to it. The final product made me seem like I was on drugs while producing it. Maybe my whole conception of it made it seem that way. I wondered how sick I'd actually been out there all alone...

              Spending the day in my tent gave me plenty of time to think about things. I wondered if I should stay at the gathering, or head out early. I figured I should at least stay for the 14th of February, since that's when everyone said was the "big day." That was only 5 days away. It wasn't terrible out there, at least not anymore. Granted I'd gotten there early, much earlier than I'd intended. I should've been there just under a week instead of just under two weeks. Things were getting better every day, and I was experiencing new things, meeting new people. I was definitely interacting with a lot more people, and on a much more personal level, than I was on my walks on the road. It was definitely a cheap way of life. Labor for food? Seemed to be working out pretty well. Cut some logs here, clear some trails there. Even getting fed on days I didn't quite feel up to doing work. Granted there was no internet, and I wasn't indoors at all, but that didn't bother me much. Everyone out there was living under similar conditions, so I didn't stand out. The people who smelled like soap seemed to be the ones who stood out, the ones with clean clothes. It was, however, difficult to keep up with drawing out there. Outdoor conditions aren't the greatest when white paper is involved. Keeping a sketchbook clean and crisp was hard work. My hands were leaving black smudges on more and more pages as I even just flipped through the book, not to mention working on a page. It was, on the other hand, good source material. Some of my costume design friends would have loved some of the people's clothes out there. It was like some post apocalyptic setting in the woods. It was inspirational. Granted, not all the people out there were the greatest to be around all the time, but how was that different from anywhere else? Every place has its own dark alleys we tend to avoid. Plus, I'd heard it time and time again that Ocala had a bad reputation as far as gatherings go, so I couldn't necessarily base my opinions on this sole experience. I wondered if the next gathering at A-cola would be any better if I did take Happy's offer to travel with him and Tim. Traveling with Tim would be rough. Really rough. Happy would be okay, but I didn't know about Tim. The Cosmic Wonder...

              As it got dark, and I settled in to try and get some more sleep, I realized it was February 9th, and it was Mum's birthday. I'd have to get to wifi or a phone soon.

DAY 14

              It was gray out again, and the rain was come and go. I was feeling better than the previous day, but still not 100%. It was officially the fifth day into the gathering, and, as I was walking around, I had to admit to myself that it was losing its appeal. Maybe the weather was getting to me, or maybe it was my sickness from the day prior. Maybe the repetition of things that were new were getting to me. We had four days to go before the big day. The food was definitely a very good quality of the gathering, and a very appealing one, but there seemed to be a lot of aggression around. It may have had something to do with all the cops that were constantly patrolling up and down the dirt roads, "6 up!" was heard constantly up and down the trails. People seemed aggravated by their presence, likely because so many of them were involved in illegal activities. I didn't mind them patrolling, but, then again, I wasn't doing anything illegal.

              I made it over to Bare Necessities Kitchen. The coliseum was coming together. They had set up tall posts in a large semicircle around the bliss pit, in front of the kitchen. A couple of those posts already had tarps backing them, with a couple of benches under them. There was still lots of work to do. I busied myself helping to build some of the benches around the bliss pit for a good portion of the day. We would bury four medium logs about knee high at the corners of the bench, put two long logs connecting the two front corners and the two back corners, then spanned the distance with short medium branches for seating. It was a lot of cutting and a lot of lashing. It was slow tedious work, but it was getting done.

              As the sun began getting low, I went back to camp to get warmer clothes on. I remembered the temperature drop on the road from the last time I was walking back from Main Circle, so I prepared accordingly. I was thankful I would get some decent food, since the previous day was pretty much just a can of ravioli. I thought about it for a second, and realized that I really was thankful for the food. I'd thought it several times already. The meals were something that kept their appeal the whole way through, while other experiences kept getting monotonous. I wanted to let the people serving the food know that I was thankful. I wanted to say thank you to each and every one of them, so I wrote it on my bliss. It was see through plastic, so rather than have sharpie ink on the inside of the container, I wrote it underneath, backwards, so it read from the inside. This made me happy.

              At Main Circle, I helped build the fire again. I didn't lead it like I had the previous time, but that was just fine with me. I was just happy to do my part. By the time we circled up, it was dark out. Several kitchens were serving, but not all of them had flashlights. The ones that did have them were the few that were able to see the "Thank You" on my bliss. Some laughed, some thanked me back, some said "you're welcome," and generally everyone had a positive reaction to it. I couldn't stop smiling, even though no one could see it in the dark. After dinner, I stopped by Stock Pot again. There were plenty of people there who had spilled over from Main Circle. There was one guitarist who would play sporadically. I sat and stared at the fire as some girl in front of me spoke to some other guy about what bullshit college was, and education in general. They discussed the conspiracies of student debt, the futileness of joining the workforce, and how corporations run the government. They were well spoken, and sounded well educated. I believed the girl to be a college dropout, likely due to the reasons she had been expressing to him.

              I started to hear rumors of a rave happening down at the river, and it peaked my interest. There was something new. There were a few people getting together to head over in a van, so I went over and asked if they had room for one more. They counted bodies, and told me it'd be a tight squeeze. I told them that if they were okay with it, so was I. So, the quest to the rave began. I was suddenly amongst a group of nerds, and it was delightful. We joked about our little quest being in league with Lord of the Rings. We must get to the rave! They were naming each other as characters from the movie, and I was dubbed Gimli the dwarf, apparently for the beard. The girl whose van we were taking was Frodo, and one guy who was lagging behind was dubbed Smeagol. We stuffed ourselves into the van. Smeagol and I opened the hatchback, and rode with our legs dangling out the back. It was our mission to not allow any of the copious amounts of gear and random items in the back to fall out, and it was quite a task. Between the bumps, and the sudden stops and accelerations, our containment skills were tested well. We finally arrived at the river, and made it to the rave. It might have been the creepiest thing I'd ever seen. There was a van with a turntable set up in front of it, with a couple of laser lights aimed at the crowd. The crowd was dispersed along the loop that lead to the steps and boat ramp. The lights were just enough to make everyone look uniform. A few people were slowly walking around like panthers stalking their prey, while most of them stood as still as statues, not moving a muscle except for their bobbing heads. That's what made it the creepiest thing. The bobbing heads on statuesque bodies made it seem as if the crowd was possessed, in some kind of trance. No one was dancing. No one was moving. I could count the amount of girls out there on one hand, and that was being generous to some. This rave was clearly not for me. I caught the next ride out back to camp.

DAY 15

              I woke up in a sweat. It was a sunny hot day. Sunny? I pulled the tarp back from my tent and saw the bright blue sky which I hadn't seen in a few days, and it was glorious. In the distance I heard the echoes of people shouting, "DAYBALLL!!!" and, "DAYYYYYYBALL!!" and, "DAY-BAAAAALL!!!" It was great not to have a dreary, gray, rainy day for a change. Okay, it had only been two days of gray skies, but it'd felt like a week. I spent part of the morning drawing the second version of Happy's chariot. I decided that at some point in the day I'd have to go into town and connect to some wifi so I could wish Mum a happy belated birthday. Two days was too late. I finished the drawing, and tracked down Happy to see what he thought.

              I looked for him in his camp, but he wasn't there. I tried his RV, but he was out. Finally I tried Bear Necessities, and there he was, talking to a kid named Jake about his guitar. Happy was now carrying a walking stick with a bell on it, which he explained kept the bad spirits away. I showed him the drawing for his RV, and he loved it. It had the names of the towns for the gatherings, the coliseum that Bear Necessities was building, the kitchen, palm fronds to commemorate Ocala, the names of people involved in the kitchen, his friends, and even a dragon to mark my signature. He showed it off to Baloo and the rest of the kitchen staff, who seemed thrilled to see their kitchen depicted in a drawing. There were still a couple of changes Happy wanted to make, but overall he was pleased. Once the excitement died down, I asked if he was planning on heading in to town, and he said he was, but he was waiting for Tim. Crap, here it goes again, waiting for Tim, knowing he'll never show. I decided to wait it out again. Happy went back to talking to Jake, and asked if he could tune his guitar back at the RV. Jake obliged, so off they went, and I followed. Happy had apparently recently acquired a digital tuning device which he was unfamiliar with, and Jake happened to know how to use it. I've forgotten what the name of the device was, but it was supposedly the most accurate device to tune by these days.

              When Jake done tuning the guitar, Happy changed the conversation to "shiny rocks." Jake's eyes widened, "you have shiny rocks?" Happy threw his arms up, exclaiming, "oh boy, do I?!" Then it got a little strange in my opinion. I've never been exposed to any rock hobbyists, but the gathering seemed to be teeming with them. Shiny rocks seemed to be some sort of currency out there, since so many people held them in such high regard. Some believed them to have healing properties, others stated they were good for "grounding" you, while others just seemed to like their shininess. Happy was showing off his peacock feathers. He'd pull out a heavy bag, filled with big gray rocks, and Jake would marvel over each one. Sometimes Jake would classify them, categorize them by types, or even call them by their "street names," and other times he'd just marvel at their mysterious natures. Happy would watch him with delight, then rush back into his RV, saying something like, "oh but wait..." He'd come out with a fishing tackle box, filled with an assortment of stones in each little compartment and Jake would be astounded by each little pebble. Happy went back in and pulled out a cardboard box filled with black stones, then a small sack of see-through rocks, then another cardboard box of beige stones. It seemed orgasmic to them. Jake would "ooh" and "aah" while Happy giggled and whooped, clapping his hands in delight. Happy had seemingly saved the best for last, because he came out of the RV one final time with a tiny decorative box which seemed like it would hold a jewel inside. He opened it and exposed a milky white smoothly rounded pebble which was somewhat see-through. Jake gently pulled it out of the padded box and held it up, looking at the sunlight going through it. Happy wanted to go to the trade circle and trade these stones for better stones so he could then take them to the National Rainbow Gathering and get even better trades. Seemed kind of cyclical to me, but I guess if that's what you like... Happy seemed to respect Jake's knowledge of stones and rocks, so he was hoping for guidance in the trade circles. Jake said he'd be more than happy to help, so they got ready to head out. I could see my ride into town fluttering away, so I decided to head out on my own.

HEADY TRADE - a trade where something of value was acquired, or something of value for trade.

SHINY - nice, cool, interesting, valuable, or just shiny...

              I got ready to head out to Front Gate to hopefully get a ride into Ocala which was about 30 or 40 miles away. As I was reaching Mid Gate, I came across Miguel whom I'd met a few days earlier. I remembered he was the guy who had read my blog and told me lots of people knew about me. He introduced me to the girl he was walking with, Katie. She was his girlfriend, and had just arrived at the gathering. She told me she was also keeping up with my blog, and I was flattered. I thanked them both for reading it, and was glad they seemed to be enjoying it. I told them I hoped to see them at Main Circle that night, but for the time being I was headed into town. They wished me luck as we parted ways. They headed down to the main trail, and I kept going towards Front Gate. Part of the way down, I managed to get a ride to the end of the road from a guy driving a van. He didn't have room inside, but he offered up his bumper to stand on. I grabbed on to the railing on the roof of the van and off we went. A little ways past Front Gate we saw another guy on his way to the road, so he stood on the bumper next to me. The driver stopped at the last curve before the hardtop road, and warned us that there was usually a cop stationed at that intersection, so this was as far as he would take us. We thanked him for the ride, and walked to the intersection.

              The other guy's name was Choo-Choo, and he was also looking for a ride in to Ocala. He apparently had to show up for some court date for some alteration that had occurred before coming into the gathering. We waited there for a while, and a couple of cars came in and out, but one had no room, and the other was headed in another direction. We didn't wait too much longer before a girl drove up alone in her car. She seemed to know Choo-Choo. She was apparently headed to Tampa, but didn't mind going through Ocala to drop us off. We got in the car. Her name was Annie, and she'd just broken up with her boyfriend at the gathering, or he had broken up with her, I wasn't sure. She decided to leave and go back to Tampa to get some work. She and Choo-Choo engaged in some idle chatter for the 30 minute ride. We passed over the bridge where I'd met Bonnie from Above the Rail Magazine and the side of the road where I'd met the first Ron who asked me if I was here for the gathering. We passed the spot where my second tire had popped and I met the second Ron who had asked me about the Rainbow Family. We passed the Burger King where I'd met the third Ron who'd asked me if I was one of the Rainbow people. We eventually got to a McDonald's in Ocala where she dropped us off. I gave her directions to the interstate from there, and off she went.

              The very moment I stepped into the McDonald's, I realized just how dirty I'd become out in the woods. Stepping from outdoors to indoors suddenly allowed me catch my own aroma, and realize just how much dirt I'd accrued. I went into the bathroom, and stepped into the handicap stall. I was amused by the sudden difference from being outside to inside. The AC felt strange, dry. The lights felt strange, and the cleanliness of the floors and walls were too noticeable, they stood out to me. I enjoyed sitting on the toilet, rather than crouching over a hole in the ground. I took full advantage of that. Then, most surprising of all, was the mirror. I hadn't seen my own reflection in a pretty long while, and it caught me off guard at first. I had to stare for a second to register my facial features again. You'd think I hadn't been in a bathroom in five years, but these were the reactions I had in the moment of it all. I washed my hands, and the smell of the soap was extremely potent to me, almost repugnant. I finished in the bathroom, and went to the counter to order some food.

              I sat down in one of the booths, and got busy trying to get hold of Mum to wish her a happy birthday. She was just one her way to a doctor's appointment, and asked if I could Skype after it. It would take her about an hour or so, so I figured I'd wait. I had plenty of stuff to catch up on with Facebook. As I was going through way too many notifications, Choo-Choo sat down next to me. He started talking about his rock collection. He too had shiny rocks. He pulled out a rock, and told me it was a tiger's eye, and that he'd gotten it on a heady trade with someone at the Rainbow Gathering in Maine. He then pulled out a white rock, told me it was an opal, and had traded a less shiny opal for it. This went on until his collection was meticulously laid out on my table at McDonald's. He'd told me what each one was, how he'd gotten it, and why he liked it. He then told me which was his favorite, his second favorite, and why. He asked me which one of them was my favorite. I looked at them and told him I liked the way the black one with red veins looked. He explained again what it was and how he'd gotten it. He then asked me what shiny rocks I had. When I told him I had none, he seemed bewildered, so he gave me a kick down. He gifted me one of his white opals. I thanked him, but told him I had nothing to give, much less shiny rocks. He told me it was okay, but that I really needed to get some shiny rocks. I asked if I could take a photograph of his collection, just because it felt so strange to have someone do this in the middle of a fast food restaurant. He allowed me to take the photo, then put away his collection and got his own booth on the other side of a wall, assuring me that he'd be right around the corner if I wanted to chat.

              Once the hour passed I got on Skype and got into a conversation with Mum and Papi. It was great to finally talk to them, "face to face." I wished her a happy belated birthday again, and assured them both I was okay, alive and well. I did my best to describe what I could of the gathering without worrying them too much about the people out there. It was hard to put it all into a concise description. I explained how I'd been camping out there, and how I was hiding my wagon well. I described my interactions with Happy and the Bear Necessities Kitchen. I assured them I was eating well and not starving. I tried to explain what Main Circle was and how everyone called each other "family." I'm not sure that last one struck the right chord. Mum told me she was glad I'd found my new family, and that I was so happy there. I tried to explain that I didn't consider these people my family, but I'm not sure if I mended the situation. They asked me how I'd be getting back to the gathering. I hesitated for a second, not wanting to leave them worried that I had no way of getting back. I'd known that coming out, it was no surprise, but I tend to take on one problem at a time. I didn't want to lie to them and say I had some sort of ride when I didn't, so I told them, "therein lies the next adventure." When they realized I was putting off starting my way back so I could talk to them, they rushed to say good bye, and wished me luck on my way back. I hoped they wouldn't worry as much as I imagined they would. The sun was starting to set, it'd be getting dark soon, and I'd have 30 miles to go, somehow, before getting back to my tent and all of my supplies.

The Rainbow Gathering pt 2

THE RAINBOW GATHERING

PART 2

DAY 8

              The rain was on and off in the morning, giving the day a lazy start. I remembered one of the announcements at the main circle was that Bear Necessities was doing all you can eat pancakes from 10-2, and by the sound of it, they were getting it in gear. As I was laying in my tent, gathering up the will to move, I heard the rustling of footsteps nearby. They got closer and closer, then came a man's voice, "here's a good spot! Oh shit, never mind, there's a tent here. Damn, almost got lucky!" and then the footsteps faded away. So much for my top notch security bushes...

              On my way to the kitchen I came across a guy carrying a stick over his shoulder with a plastic bag tied to the end of it. "Hey, you, with the face! You got pockets? Good! Gimme your pocket-trash! I need your pocket-trash, I need your pocket-hash, I need your pocket-stash!" He looked like one of those classic runaway-from-home kids from the old movies and cartoons, only instead of his belongings being in the bag, it was trash. I felt through my pockets, finding some pieces of paper I'd picked up off the trail, and handed them over. "I knew you were a good hippie! Keep our trails clean brother!" He threw the pieces of paper in his trash bag, and went down the trail, screaming, "POCKET-TRASH! I NEED YOUR POCKET-TRASH, I NEED YOUR POCKET-HASH, GIMME YOUR POCKET-STASH!! HEY, YOU, GIMME YOUR POCKETS!!"

POCKET-TRASH - Trash picked up in the woods, and carried in pockets until such a time as it can be properly disposed of.

              There was a reason the pancakes were all you can eat at Bear Necessities. They should've said all you can bear to eat (get it? "bear?" Don't worry, I'll enjoy that one myself). They weren't bad, I just didn't go running up for my third plate. Not that I could make them any better. I wasn't complaining though, I was, after all, eating freshly made pancakes in the middle of the woods. When serving them, Baloo would say, "we don't do one. It's two for a dollar, and three for free!" So you inevitably got three pancakes at a time. If you had bliss with you, you could get what they called "simple serve syrup." I'd never heard of it, so I'm not sure if it's a thing, but it's like a watered down version of syrup. I suspect it may in fact be watered down syrup... If you didn't have bliss, you'd have to eat them dry, because the simple serve syrup would get everywhere otherwise, and attract bees.

             
              As I finished up my second round of pancakes, I saw Happy walking around. I'd decided to try and get a ride into town soon, since it'd been over a week since I'd checked in with family to let them know I'm still alive. I told Happy if he heard of anyone going into town, to let me know, hopefully I could hitch a ride. As chance would have it, he was heading in himself, to refill the kitchen's water supply, and was happy to take me along. I helped him gather up all of the empty jugs, and loaded them into his RV, making sure to bring my empties along as well. We loaded up and headed out. As we rolled through Front Gate, he stopped and pulled out a tall can of beer as he rolled down his window. He handed the beer to a guy named Mouse, who was wearing a leather vest covered in patches, a folded up cowboy hat, and less teeth than he had fingers. He seemed thrilled to see Happy, but even more so when he got the beer. "Greasing the wheels," Happy said to me as we left. A couple of mobster movies popped into my head at that point.

              I was a little disappointed to see we weren't actually rolling into town. We had gone less than 5 miles up the road, and stopped at a convenience store. Happy stopped the RV at the hose, and went in to ask permission to use it. I helped him hook up the hose and his filter, which he used to fill up his RV first. He instructed me how to tell when it was full so I could turn the tap off in time, while he did something inside the RV. After filling it up, I pulled out all of the empty containers including my own, and filled them up. "Remember, 'don't touch the thing to the thing,' that's the rainbow way," he reminded me. I recalled a couple of kitchens had said the same thing while serving food. You don't touch the serving spoon to the bliss, or the bliss to the food pot, or anything of the sort, thereby preventing the spread of germs. "Don't touch the thing to the thing." Got it. I took the opportunity with the hose to wipe my dirt shoes off. Happy saw me, thought it was a good idea, and had himself a full-on shower with it.

              Once we were done filling up, we went into the store, where Happy got some fruit, an assortment of nuts, and a few more cans of beer. "I don't drink, I give them all to Front Gate. That way they don't give me a hard time. 'Grease the wheels.'" I looked around the store, but nothing really grabbed my attention. When I looked at the price of the fruit and thought them to be too expensive, I came to the realization that I hadn't spent any money the whole week I was in the woods. I'd been eating decently well, especially when main circle happened, and hadn't spent a penny. This must be why the gathering attracts so many of the rougher sort. If you played your cards right, you could probably follow the gatherings around the country and live well enough. If you were a local, and the gathering came to town, you'd be hard pressed not to go and take advantage of the opportunity.

              I didn't get the opportunity to contact the family, there was no wifi where we were. When Happy was filling up the gas tank he told me his RV only gets 6 miles to the gallon, and that all these water runs were putting a dent in his funds. I didn't feel it right to ask to go farther into town at that point, so we went back into the woods. Maybe I should've bought some food or something. We stopped at Front Gate again, and Happy handed another beer over to his buddy Mouse, and as they were chatting, another guy came up to my window on the passenger side. His name was Trevor, and just like Mouse, he was wearing a leather vest covered in patches. He was only missing one or two teeth, but had a swollen black eye. As I looked around I noticed several more people had black eyes. I really hoped I wasn't about to get a black eye. We chatted idly about where we'd gone, what we were doing, and I complimented him on one of his patches. It was a patch of a skeleton hand giving the middle finger. "Yep, it's just showin' love to everyone all day." It seemed that, at Front Gate, saying "fuck you!" and giving the middle finger was their way of saying "I love you!" as well as punching each other in the eye.

              Back at camp, I was relieved to have my water filled up again. I'd been filling up my camel pack at different kitchens as much as I could while not being greedy, so having my own supply gave me comfort. Now that I had a decent source for hydration, I decided to clear out a larger area for my camp, moving farther away from the trail. I cleared out a curved trail around some trees, through some bushes, and when I came up on a young twisted oak tree, I decided it would make a nice entryway to my camp. I cleared out an area bigger than my wagon and tent so I'd have a decent amount of room, and set up camp. Once my tent was up and I was satisfied, I heard Happy wrestling with a tarp nearby. His camp had been just up the trail from mine, but I hadn't realized we were within earshot of each other. I went over to see if he needed a hand.

              As I helped Happy set up his other tarp, I happened to mention one of my drawings. He was intrigued. He told me he'd been looking for someone to paint the side of his RV. He wanted to depict his travels in murals. He asked me if I'd be willing to do it. I told him I'd be willing to try, but I had no paints that would work on a vehicle, only water colors. He assured me we could "manifest" paint. Manifestation was a big thing out at the rainbow gathering. People never "prayed" something would happen, they wouldn't "hope" for things they needed, rather they would "manifest" them. "Alright kids, we need to manifest as many tarps as we can for the kitchen," I remembered Baloo saying one day. I remembered Cafe Manifesto which I'd seen on the road. Manifestation was a big thing out there.

              I started to head over to Bangerang and Launch Pad to get some dinner, but halfway down there I was stopped by a redheaded guy and a brunette girl who were heading in the opposite direction. His name was Ohbytheway and hers was Zoe. They told me they were heading to the new site for main circle, and asked if I wanted to join them. I mentioned that main circle had been the previous night, and that I was sorry to disappoint them. Ohbytheway gave me a funny look and smiled, "main circle is every night of the gatherin', brother." I looked at him with a clearly surprised look on my face, since he started laughing. "C'mon brother, we'll take you there." Main circle had been moved from Bear Necessities to the place I'd found when I went exploring early on, with the four massive logs set around a large fire pit. I came to find that this was the site for council circles, where the council members would meet to make decisions for the gathering. It all sounded pretty mystical.

              We waited around the fire pit, while a few people worked on getting the fire started. We yelled "CIIIIIRCCLLLLLLE!!" a few times every 10 minutes or so, and more people kept showing up. There were more than the previous night. We all held hands, and spread the circle out so everyone could fit. The announcements were pretty much the same, only a little harder to hear, since the circle had spread farther so much farther out than the last one.

"Bury your shit!"

"Bury your neighbor's shit!"

"Bury your dog shit!"

"Everybody wants everyone's everything! Have you given your all today?"

              After the announcements, the ohm started. It carried through the air serenely, drowning out the sounds of the forest. Then came, "mamas and babies to the center, get fed first!" as the kitchens did their rounds as Overboard came around the circle with the magic hat for donations. I'd never had so much fun trying to guess what I was eating. I'm not sure I've ever really had to guess before. It really challenged my preconceived notions of what I liked and didn't like. Every now and then I'd find  I'd been chewing on an olive, and despite my thorough dislike of them, they weren't so bad when I didn't know I was about to eat one. My cold salad mixed with my hot rice, and my noodles had all kinds of vegetables I couldn't entirely distinguish. I did my best to ask which kitchen was which as they were serving so I could thank them accordingly. After a hearty dinner, which didn't get a chance to come around a second time due to the increased number of mouths to feed, the drums broke out at the fire.

              I found out that many people here didn't like or want or allow their pictures to be taken for a multitude of reasons, so I refrained from taking as many as I would have liked. I did my best to stay awake as long as I could, but after all the clearing I'd done at my camp, and especially after the hearty meal, my eyes were closing involuntarily. I decided to head back to camp, and as I was leaving, I heard one person yell, "NIGHTBALL!!" I looked up and saw the moon was shining as brightly as it had the previous night, only with a little corner of it missing this time. I heard a few other people following suit, with "NIIIIGHTBALL!!" and "NIGHT...BAAAAALLLL!!!" and "NNNNNIGHTBALL!!" before they were out of earshot. I made it back to my tent, which was still safe, intact, and untouched, and lay down for the night. I had a nagging itch in my armpit, which I'd thought was just a mosquito bite, but when I turned the flash light on it, I saw it was a tick, with its head buried in my flesh. I pulled out the tweezers from my pack, having had some experience with these, and did my best to pull it off without tearing out any hairs, or losing its head in my skin. I removed it, killed it, cursed it for having found such a tender part, and immediately passed out.

DAY 9

              It rained most of the day, so I took a lazy day in my tent. The sounds of the pitter patter on my tarp were soothing and very relaxing, and the cool air kept it nice inside the tent. I took the opportunity to check for any other rogue ticks after finding one the previous night, and was pleasantly relieved to make no new discoveries. I entertained myself by drawing and taking regular naps throughout the day. I worked on Happy's RV drawing, a layout to see if he and I were on the same page about how it should look, and a couple of other doodles of my own. I heard a few people around my camp working on gathering fire wood and logs for building. It was a well needed day of relaxation.

              On my way to main circle I found a unique looking piece of wood. It had twisted ripples that came to a point, and one side jutted out. It looked like the makings of a decent dragon head, so I picked it up and took it with me. I came to find out it was called something like "lighter knot," and it had something to do with where a branch came out of a certain type of tree. I didn't really care, I just wanted something to do with my hands while it was dark and we waited for main circle. I whittled. I'd never whittled before, so it was an interesting undertaking. It was slow, it was rough, and it was messy, but it passed the time. It didn't look good, but it was entertaining, and it was something I could do by campfire light. It was something to keep my hands busy while the drummers played, and people danced. It was a good excuse to stay silent, focused, but still listening to my surroundings.

              Main circle had even more people this time, and double the amount of kitchens showed up. Overboard happened to be nearby when he was looking for a hat to use as the magic hat, and asked if he could use mine. So my hat was magic for the night, and was used to gather funds to feed the family. I felt an odd twinge of pride for no good reason. The fire twirling after dinner was particularly good this night. On top of the regular poi and fire hula hoop, someone had brought a bo staff. Even more impressive though, was the person who had a different style of poi. His were not balls that were set on fire, but rather chainmail bags with something inside that burned little glowing flakes. The bags released these little flakes as they were spun around, giving off a magical display of firefly type fire flakes floating around. The real treat was when he'd hit the ground with them, and sent up a huge flurry of them that would dance their way up in the air. The drumming had taken on a much more intense beat that night.

              I met a few people in the dark like Sonny Boy, Steven, and Miguel. I knew Knot and Bo from Bear Necessities. We chatted for a while, watching the fire dancing, listening to the drums. When the crowd started to die down around the fire, we retreated to the Bear Necessities bliss fire. Once we got there, Miguel asked my name again, and when I introduced myself as DragonWagon, he seemed thrilled to meet me. "I was hoping I'd get to meet you out here, I've been reading up on your blog!" I had to admit I didn't expect anyone to actually read it when I'd posted it to the rainbow Facebook page, much less have anyone want to meet me. "Yea, everybody knows about you," Knot chimed in. I hadn't realized Knot knew anything about it, he'd never mentioned it before. We quietly shared a few stories of our travels, while sitting around the fire. I could hear the sounds of drumming and people whooping in the distance as I headed to sleep for the night.

DAY 10

              I made up my mind to get a ride into town so I could contact my family to let them know I was still alive. 10 days was quite enough of a stretch of radio silence, and I didn't want my parents to send out a search party into the woods. I was ready to eat as soon as I got up, so I walked over to Bear Necessities for some all you can eat pancakes. When I got there, there was little activity, it seemed like the kitchen hadn't quite revved up yet. I waited around for about an hour and a half, but no pancakes were getting made. So much for pancakes every day. I walked down to Launch Pad, and on the found a new kitchen was setting up. Hippie Hill Kitchen or HHK had been setting up just down the trail from Bear Necessities. They were setting up their bliss rail as I walked past, which they were making out of curved branches, so it made a quarter circle. They were really proud they'd managed to find branches that matched in radius to accomplish such a unique bliss rail. There was a girl in the kitchen adding decorations to a branch of her own, "doesn't it look like a phoenix?" It did indeed resemble the head of a bird, with a neck twisting upward.

              Bangerang was closed as usual, still being too early for them. When I made it to Launch Pad, they were just about to finish cooking breakfast. I met a guy named Bubbles, and an older lady named Mama Love. I was astounded by the amount of respect the elders garnered out in the woods. Everyone would offer to help, they were brought to the front of lines, served first, and were treated as wise old folk. When elders spoke, people would shut up and listen. The fact that I was surprised by this had me questioning what my previous experiences had been like with the elder. I was used to people dismissing the elderly, ignoring their advice, not listening to what they had to say. I think part of this has to do with the fact that the technology of the world has made older folk seem unknowledgeable in some ways, so they are presumed to be unreliable. If you can't easily handle a touch screen, access the internet, or easily spew off something from Facebook, you are presumed to be unwise. Maybe that's just my take on it. Out in the woods, however, experience ruled. Those who had been around longer knew more of how things could be done well. They could sit back and advise people on how they'd done it in their day, and how it'd failed or succeeded.

              Breakfast was ready, so I made sure to wait a little while before getting in line. I wasn't about to get yelled at for not ladies the mamas get fed first. I got in line once it seemed well established, and patiently awaited my turn to eat. While waiting I heard someone behind me, "hey, DragonWagon, right?" I looked back to find Smiley smiling at me. I commended him for remembering my name, "yea, you still gotta show me your wagon some day, I'd like to see it." I assured him I would, most likely when we were heading out after the gathering. We got our food, and he went off down the trail.

              I sat down by the kitchen to eat. As I was enjoying my breakfast, I caught a whiff of soap in the air. I look over to see a cute girl sitting near me, with fresh clothes, clean hair, unspoiled shoes. She was eating her breakfast, and seemed just slightly out of place sitting in the dirt. I asked her if this was her first gathering, to which she said it was. She seemed surprised when I told her it was my first as well. I guess I was starting to blend in really well, or maybe I just looked really dirty. She said her name was Amanda, and started talking about leaving the world behind, that she'd been researching the rainbow gatherings for some time, and thought it to be a more natural way to live. It seemed she was in it for the long haul. Mama Rocket's toddler made his way over to her with a bottle of water and a plate of food. He offered her some extra food, then proceeded to try and feed her with his fork. She was delighted by the interaction, and exclaimed what a smart toddler he was. He must have been about two years old. He would feed her, then eat some himself, then feed her again. He proceeded to fill her bowl with his water bottle, and she drank some of it, and he drank the rest. He then took her water bottle, and overfilled the bowl. She laughed, not minding the waste of water, and attempted to pour some of the water back into the bottle. She kept exclaiming how intelligent he was for his age, how tactile his movements were, and how considerate he was. When I finished my breakfast, I got ready to go, and told Amanda I hoped to see her at main circle that night. With that I was off.

              I walked out to Front Gate, figuring that if I was going to get a ride, I'd have better chance out there. It was, after all, the one way to get out of the gathering. I walked the mile and a half to get out there, only seeing a couple of cars roll by, all full with hippies in every seat. I figured it might take a while for someone to ride with. As I approached Front Gate, I could hear some excited shouting and cheering. When they came into view, I saw Mouse wrestling with some guy I hadn't met. When I got closer I realized that the one guy was trying to put a pink blanket around Mouse's shoulders, trying to make him wear it as a cape. It was an aggressive scuffle out in the middle of the road, Mouse seemed hell bent on not wearing it. The other guy was laughing, as were the people surrounding them, all clearly excessively drunk. There were more black eyes than the last time I'd been out here with Happy. It seemed there were few people who didn't have at least one black eye. One of the guys in the crowd stepped in to hold Mouse down, while the guy who was wrestling with him took the opportunity to put the pink blanket on him. There was an uproarious cheer from the crowd as he managed it. Mouse tore off his cape as soon as he was released, threw it to the ground and stomped on it a couple of times. The crowd dispersed with some excited chatter and laughter, and people went back to drinking.

              One of the people in the crowd saw me and walked over. It was Travis whom I'd met on my way in with Happy. He was still wearing his patched vest, but his black eye's severity had lessened. I greeted him by name, which he seemed surprised I knew. His demeanor seemed to have changed as soon as I said his name, his shoulders had dropped, and he began to smile, asking what I was doing out there. I mentioned I was hoping to catch a ride into town, and he said there was already someone else who'd been waiting for one as well. He asked what I needed to go in for, so I mentioned I was just hoping to get into some free wifi to contact my family. "Oh, you need to get on Facebook or somethin'? Here, use my phone." He handed me his cell phone, to my complete astonishment. I thanked him profusely, as I logged in and sent a quick message out. I let my family know that I was on a borrowed phone, so I was just sending out a message, I was still alive, doing well, that I'd made it okay to the woods, and that I loved them. I thanked him again when I handed the phone back, and made my way back to camp. I didn't really want to stick around too long, lest I come out with my own black eye.

              Back at my camp, I decided to sit outside the tent and draw for a while. I tried sitting down on some palm fronds I'd cut down, but spent more time brushing off ticks than drawing. They would crawl up under my pant legs, but I would feel them until they were past my knees, resulting in a periodically awkward jumping and flailing to get them off. Ticks are apparently very stubborn creatures when they think they are about to be flicked off. They curl up their little legs and hunker down, making it very difficult to remove them, even when they haven't bitten into flesh yet. I concluded, after jumping up the fourth or fifth time in 10 minutes, that it was pointless. I gave up on sitting and drawing, and decided it would be a better use of time to make a new shitter, just in case the situation arose. I cleared out a trail away from my camp, into some thicker bushes, turned a corner with it, and cleared out an area. I dug a new small trench in the dirt by the time the sun was beginning to set. It was almost time for main circle.

              I gathered up my bliss and the lighter knot I was whittling, and made my way to the main council area, where main circle was again being held. There were less people there that night, and it seemed fewer kitchens had cooked. I whittled by campfire light while we waited for people to show up. When there seemed to be no more coming, we formed the circle, heard the announcements, ohmed, then ate.  There were no fire dancers that night, unless they'd shown up much later. I'd left pretty early in the night. I decided to go see what was going on at other places, and found my way to Shut Up and Grow it.

              They were serving some delicious pasta which actually had some sort of meat in it. It may have been some hot dogs, but it was the first meat I'd had in a while, so I was more than happy to eat it. I joined the people at the bliss fire by the kitchen. They'd dug out a decently sized pit for their fire, and even had a beat up couch next to it. There was a middle aged couple sitting on the couch, with their kids running around the fire. There were a few more people scattered around the fire. I sat on an empty spot by the fire, and ate my pasta. The kids were running back and forth from the kitchen to the fire, bringing back whatever cardboard boxes and scraps they could find to feed the flames. They seemed to be less than 10 years old, but were very adamant that they knew everything about fire, how to start one and keep it going. They were certain that adding as much cardboard as possible was the way to go. When they added a few too many boxes into the flames, we were all forced to draw away from the fire pit due to the sudden bursts of heat. The kids were really proud of their accomplishments.

              On my way back from Shut Up and Grow it, a few people were standing around the trunk of a car. It was dark, so I couldn't make out what they were doing, but as I was walking past, one of the girls said, "show me your butthole!" I have to admit, I was completely taken aback. I don't think I've ever heard those words in that order, much less be asked to do so. "If you don't show me your butthole, then you're probably a cop." I laughed and assured her that I was not a cop, and she said, "that's what a cop would say." I told her I would rather not expose my butthole to such vulnerability, to which she answered, "then you must be a cop. In that case, we're not giving you any cake!" I marveled out loud at the fact that they had cake in the woods. I apologized for disappointing her and her friends, "whatever, can I get a hug, then?" That I could do. We hugged it out, and I told them to enjoy their cake as I continued on my way. This was, by far, one of the odder encounters I'd had.

             

              On the way I saw about seven sheriff cars patrolling the dirt roads. The echoes of "6 UP!!" were constantly being repeated across the trails. I made it back to the Bear Necessities Kitchen, and began to whittle by the fire. There were several people just casually sitting and laying around the fire, with a couple of guitar players taking turns playing. The crowd was very appreciative of the music. Every time one of them would finish a song, people would thank him for playing. I realized that was something I hadn't really seen much of in my life. Appreciation for the musician. Maybe I've been so oversaturated with music that is perfectly recorded and instantly available that I forget to appreciate the efforts of the actual musician behind it. Live music has always turned into something happening in the background at a bar or a restaurant, but out here it was important. There weren't any radios or speakers in the woods, only the efforts of the people sitting in front of me, and they were flawed, which made me appreciate it even more. Hearing them make mistakes reminded me of the difficulty of their skills. Watching them stumble and continue on showed me their determination and strength of character. I felt a little silly when I came to understand that if they hadn't brought their guitars and mustered the courage to play them in public, running the risk of witnessed failure, we'd have no music by the fire in the middle of the night, in the middle of the woods. The music attracted more people over, just as much as the light and warmth of the fire did. No one seemed to really be talking. Most people's eyes were affixed on the flickering flames. Others had their eyes closed. A couple watched the guitarists' hands. I whittled. We were all just there. There was some unspoken sense of community among strangers. I'd met two or three of the people around the fire, the rest were completely unknown to me, but there we all were, sharing the same fire, listening to the same music, living the same moment.

DAY 11

              The morning started with picking a tick off my waist line. This new camp site seemed to be filled with them. It was a hot morning, and I didn't feel much like going anywhere just yet. I stayed in my tent, in the shade of the tarp, with the tent door wide open. I decided to work on Happy's Chariot to pass the time. It was a battle to find comfort over time while working in the cramped space allowed by my one-man tent. When I got the design done, I tracked down Happy to show him. I found him in his hammock, and he really seemed to like it. We threw some ideas back and forth, and I got a better idea of what he wanted. He mentioned he'd be going in to town later, and I asked to ride along. He told me it'd be fine, but he was waiting on Tim to show up in order to go. I decided I'd kill some time by getting some food.

              I walked down to Launch Pad Kitchen, and noticed many more cars and RV's parked out on the road. This place was getting filled up quickly now. I made it to the kitchen, but they weren't serving. I checked Bangarang, knowing they wouldn't even be awake anytime soon, and found that I was right. I walked back to Happy's camp to check if Tim had shown up yet, but he hadn't. I went back to my camp to sit down and draw, but the ticks were especially swarming by that time. I couldn't sit for more than 20 seconds without at least three of them trying to crawl up my legs. After some time, I went back to check on Happy, but Tim still hadn't arrived. The Cosmic Wonder seemed to be quite unreliable. It was getting to be late in the afternoon, more than 4 hours later than Happy had planned on leaving, and he was done waiting. He decided we'd head out without him.

              It was a quick trip into town to gas up the RV and get some groceries. We stopped at Walmart, where I got some cheap acrylic paints and brushes so I could paint the outside of the RV. To keep it cheap I only got red, yellow, blue, black and white paints. It would make an interesting challenge to have to mix all the colors I'd need. On the way back to the woods, Happy was telling me about his travels, as I navigated for him. He'd been on the road for a few months, riding alone, until he picked Tim up in Gainesville on his way to Ocala. Happy called Tim his "road dog." They'd apparently agreed on an arrangement where Happy would drive, and Tim would finance the trip. It seemed the Cosmic Wonder got some sort of disability pay, and would use it to fund Happy's travels as long as he were allowed to ride along. Happy seemed pleased with the financial backing, but was struggling with Tim's characteristics. He was unstable, erratic, argumentative, unreliable, and seemingly very selfish and inconsiderate. When we stopped at a red light, Happy turned to me, and asked me if I'd like to come along. He told me I would make a great navigator, and that I seemed like a cool and chill guy to balance out the Cosmic Wonder's crazy. He wanted to travel the Rainbow Road, going from gathering to gathering. Ocala was one of the regional gatherings, and there were two happening every month in different parts of the country, until the yearly national gathering happened, and then the international one. He explained that if he timed it right, he could travel around with it for at least a year, and with Tim's financing, he'd have no troubles.

ROAD DOG - 1. a friend one travels with. 2. an actual dog one travels with.

              I had to think about it for a bit. This was a scary invitation. One the one hand, of all the people I'd met at the gathering, Happy seemed to be the most level headed and trustworthy. On the other hand, Tim was not. This would mean getting in a vehicle, and living in close quarters with both of them, possibly over long periods of time. This would mean, somehow, fitting all of my belongings into an RV where they would be easily accessible by them. This would mean trusting strangers. Then again, it would be an adventure. It would be an easier form of travel. It would be more experiences I'd not had. It would open up more doors than I'd had, and if Tim really was willing to finance the whole trip, it would be an affordable way to travel. The Rainbow Gathering had allowed me to live for almost two weeks spending a minimal amount of money, and eating well. There had been shady characters along the way, but avoiding the wrong ones seemed to be working out alright. I'd heard enough times that the Ocala Regional Rainbow Gathering had a bad reputation, and was not necessarily indicative of what a Rainbow Gathering could be, so experiencing another one could be a better experience. I decided to tell Happy I'd think on it a while.

              As we returned to the woods we noticed there was a noticeable increase in the amount of cars parked in the road. They were starting to stretch as far as we could see, parked bumper to bumper, but luckily still not making it out as far as where we were settled. On the way in Happy stopped to talk to a guy named 6-8, presumably named so because he seemed to be 6'-8" tall. He was quite drunk, his speech was slurred, and I was quite impressed he managed to stumble the few feet towards the RV. He asked Happy if he had any beer he could have. Happy asked me to go in the back and bring out one of the tall cans he'd just purchased. Once 6-8 was appeased, we continued on. Happy explained that 6-8 was one of the people who helped him out when he had some trouble in his original camping spot. Apparently there was a group of people who let their aggro dog run loose on the road, and caused some trouble for Happy. I can only speculate how 6-8 helped the situation.

              I missed main circle that night, but didn't mind so much because it was so cold out. I was used to my old flip flops keeping my feet somewhat warm since they were shaped exactly to the form of my feet. These new flip flops were stiff and slick, allowing cold air to flow under the bottoms of my feet. I hung around the fire by Bear Necessities, whittling by the flickering fire light. At one point Happy was in the kitchen, announcing that he'd brought ice cream and cones. "FREE ICE CREAM IN THE WOODS!!!" was repeated a couple of times until it was all gone. That night, as I was lying down to sleep in my tent, I heard the echoes from distant groups shouting, "WE LOOOOVE YOUUUUUUUUU!!!" I picked another tick from the back of my leg, and went to sleep.